Wednesday, August 16, 2006

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I wish I can just focus on one thing and be happy, but life is never going to be that easy. I guess i'm not good enough. When i think i have gained enough experience, I fall again at the exact same spot. When i think i have too many good things in life, i think again and realise they rn't really mine. Life is really an endless cycle of pain and we are just trying to get immune. And life plunge deeper into the flesh each time we take a step forward. Many times, I smile at troubles and hope they go away. Many times, they stay behind and laugh at me. Why do goals seem so clear at first but they blur out as you approach? Why is it so easy to get lost when you try to follow your heart?

why am i thinking so much.... am i depressed?