About problems again

It became clear to me that I have been evading my problems rather than solving them. Because the problems are really too hard to tackle. Because it involves the whole family and I can't do much alone. Because old thinkings are really hard to change. Because I'm really really lazy and I always give myself excuses to delay.

My false sense of optimism has misguided me. I only realise how incapable I am when it dawned on me.