Monday, March 06, 2006

2 young men talking about ideals

I hope I have this kind of chats more often

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
how's life


weiguang says:
muahaha..

weiguang says:
cool man..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
cool?


weiguang says:
simply exciting..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that's good to know


weiguang says:
always meeting new challenges..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
why exciting


weiguang says:
just being optimistic..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that doesn't sound very optimistic now


weiguang says:
muahaha..

weiguang says:
dun worry..

weiguang says:
i am kicking assess now..

weiguang says:
so thats why i feel good..

weiguang says:
working with a gp of girls..

weiguang says:
difficult..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i agree

weiguang says:
so finally made my stand pretty diplomatically this pm..

weiguang says:
so felt good about it..

weiguang says:
they understood where they went wrong..

weiguang says:
finally..

weiguang says:
after 10 weeks..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
u're always a diplomatic person


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
it seems ur girls all doing wrong things

weiguang says:
because i am minority.. so cannot be too harsh on them..

weiguang says:
or else my peer appraisal will go down..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
waa


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
got such things one ah

weiguang says:
i am strategising..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
like army sia


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
no no

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
like survivor

weiguang says:
they contribute 10% to my grade..

weiguang says:
so must be diplomatic..

weiguang says:
cuz no ones boss..

weiguang says:
if i am the boss.. like i was back in army..

weiguang says:
i will knock them down..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha


weiguang says:
give them extras..

weiguang says:
nah..

weiguang says:
i'm not that kind of person..

weiguang says:
unless necessary..

weiguang says:
mete out punishment.s..

weiguang says:
but these girls are my schoolmates..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
u can't really punish anyone in real life


weiguang says:
i should help them to learn instead..

weiguang says:
at least i achieve my objectives..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i see


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
with such positive attitudes

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i can see why u say life is exciting

weiguang says:
its not the end result that matters in my case.. its the process that really matters..

weiguang says:
i really dun see eye to eye with all of them in the 1st place..

weiguang says:
but time is not in my side..

weiguang says:
i dun have time in the 1st few weeks..

weiguang says:
was busy with school grand opening..

weiguang says:
peroformers..

weiguang says:
if not i would have taken the matter in my hands..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i understand


weiguang says:
they need directions..

weiguang says:
they need a leader..

weiguang says:
but unfortunately..

weiguang says:
i tot i saw one..

weiguang says:
place my hopes on her..

weiguang says:
but

weiguang says:
she is not visionary enough..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
enough is subjective


weiguang says:
..

weiguang says:
lets say she is just not visionary ..

weiguang says:
muahaha

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
wahaha


weiguang says:
and now i am fighting fire..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
damage control


weiguang says:
making sure every1 gets a good grade in the end..

weiguang says:
yesh..

weiguang says:
damage control..

weiguang says:
i dun wan to get a bad grade because of that..

weiguang says:
actually..

weiguang says:
though i always say grades are secondary..

weiguang says:
but to me..

weiguang says:
choosing to pursue uni studies..

weiguang says:
i have a choice but to score..

weiguang says:
and learn as much as i can at the same time..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that's a good vision


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
while u're doing something

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
might as well do your best

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i wish i have that kinda self motivation


weiguang says:
i just hope that everything will remain as it is now.. hope that no serious illness strikes me along the way..

weiguang says:
or else..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
hmm.


weiguang says:
situation might be diff..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
why u worry about illness suddenly?


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
something wrong?

weiguang says:
nah..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
or u just being cautious?


weiguang says:
just heard that my friends mum got prostate cancer..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
mum got prostate cancer?


weiguang says:
so a bit worried..

weiguang says:
not mine..

weiguang says:
my friends mum

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
hmmm


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
but it shudn't be happening to young ppl

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
I hope

weiguang says:
and friends ard me pass away just like that too..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i'm worried about my parents tho


weiguang says:
i mean some of them..

weiguang says:
a few..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i see


weiguang says:
one very recent example..

weiguang says:
is the ops warrant who passed away while running..

weiguang says:
hes my colleague..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i see


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that's like really an unfortunate twist right

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
to pass away while you're healthy

weiguang says:
the perfect role model to look up too..

weiguang says:
tell u more about him next time..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
:)

weiguang says:
yes.. really don know whens my turn.. so i gotta take the opportunity to accomplish as much as i can..

weiguang says:
so tat i won have any regrets in life..

weiguang says:
and if i do live longer..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that's something inspiring


weiguang says:
its consolation..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i haven't hear anything inspiring in a long time


weiguang says:
everyday lived is a day borrowed..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
hmmm.... i don't know how to take that phrase and still be optimistic


weiguang says:
muahaha..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
let's hope all things turn out well


weiguang says:
tats the only pessimistic part which i haven sorted out..

weiguang says:
soon..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
u have sorted out something already


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
u wanna control life instead of leaving it to chance


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
optimists leave it to chance and hope for the best

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
pessimists wallow in self pity

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
but u r leading life

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
so that's what u've sorted out


weiguang says:
.. i din tot of that..

weiguang says:
cool..

weiguang says:
learn something..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
and I'm an optimist

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
a happy man with not much aspirations

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i feel so bad sometimes

weiguang says:
cannot compare..

weiguang says:
we lead diff life..

weiguang says:
we chose diff routes..

weiguang says:
but i must say something..

weiguang says:
luck is something u cannot exclude in all your successes and accomplishments..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that is true


weiguang says:
i have depended on it sometimes to achieve that something extra..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
but it's good habit not to make luck over significant


weiguang says:
from the day i knew you all in NPCC.. .. .. luck has been with me ever since..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
we're ur luckystars?

weiguang says:
i am just riding on it..

weiguang says:
..

weiguang says:
u can say tat..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
hm...


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
since now we're on how to lead life

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i wanna ask

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
what do u see urself in 10 yrs time

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
how u want life to be?

weiguang says:
a global executive that flies ard to do business..

weiguang says:
muahaha..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
den how do u measure success?


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
money?

weiguang says:
..

weiguang says:
tats tough..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
or social status?


weiguang says:
let me think..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
take ur time


weiguang says:
it has never come across my mind just yet.. .. .. i think i will know tats success when it comes.. .. ..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i see


weiguang says:
it prob take me forever..

weiguang says:
so be it..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
so what u see now is an executive flying around to do biz


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that's a very exciting thought too


weiguang says:
global exposure would make you a more sought-after executive..

weiguang says:
cuz..

weiguang says:
more exposure to hardship..

weiguang says:
and more learning experience..

weiguang says:
will train to meet challenges..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
haha


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
that is true

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
it's very exciting leh

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
the group of us

weiguang says:
but one thing i fear most had not arrived just yet..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
dunno what we'll become in the future


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
what is your fear?


weiguang says:
and its called "Falure"

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
ohh


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
setbacks to help u grow stronger

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i haven't experience one too

weiguang says:
i am telling myself to succeed everytime.. with the right ppl and timing.. things seems to go my way.. i wonder how would i react when i am really screwed to the max.. .. ..

weiguang says:
or even beyoond the max..

weiguang says:
i know it will come..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
most probably


weiguang says:
and it will come as a super hard one..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
something that breaks u down entirely


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
so that you grow stronger after surviving it

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i think it's inevitable in life


weiguang says:
.. anyway.. i gotta shut down my lap.. its batt running low..

weiguang says:
nice toking to u..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
okay


zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
goodnight


weiguang says:
was trying somewhere to pen all these thoughts down..

weiguang says:
..

weiguang says:
if i need reminders..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
check the logs


weiguang says:
i can now go to msg history..

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
i'm blogging this i think


weiguang says:
muahaha

weiguang says:
cool..

weiguang says:
anyway..

weiguang says:
z

weiguang says:
nitez

zhongyi - !h6uoyz says:
gdnight