Past few days have been fruitful..... but i think i'm spending too much. Really need to save up so i can spend more in shanghai... :) Looking forward to that trip.... and I wonder if it's ok for me to go around alone before i look for lionel

arriving at night and departing in the morning.... that's two days off my week long holiday.... and that's because of an interview i'm not really interested in.... what am i doing?

I like my mental state now. It feels so peaceful and calm and I'm feeling indifferent to things that would be strong stimulants in the past. Sometimes, indifference is good.