Sometimes, the more I avoid failing, the further I am away from success.

Yes. Life's not completely smooth and pretty or that would be very boring. A little hiccups and setbacks here and there makes the wonderful things even more wonderful. So probably that's why we all get tested sometimes.

I hope I'm doing the right things. Obviously, I'm implying self doubt by asking that question. But I can't know...

I do what i think is best