I'm always tossing and turning on my bed before i can finally fall asleep. I have this habit of thinking and musing on bed, and its typically the reason why i'm suffering from insomnia. Bedtime is normally the only time i'll think about life and other things more personal. It's a time for me to sort out my thoughts.
The problem with my habit now is that i have no idea where my thoughts are leading me to. Like sometimes i'll think about many many things which are not related at all, but yet they do seem to be delivering a special meaning to my life. Sometimes, my thoughts left me more confused.
Bedtime thoughts always affect my mood the next day. Sometimes i feel stranded and lost just because of these bedtime thoughts. Wish i can decipher some of them and type them down next time.